Inspirational ME

Dear God,
What is it about me that you love so much? I have been tried and tested, loved and lost...what makes you continue to let me be the one to pay the cost? I pray everyday, I read my bible, I've served in church and didn't care about the title. I continue to pray for others, more than I pray for myself, always inspiring them to do their best, yet I haven't passed this test? I am now working on me,  running my own race, living life at my own pace. God what is it about me that you love so much? I feel like I'm failing...and I can't do enough. My heart continuously in pain, even while I'm calling out your name.....I've lost my since of me and who I am supposed to be. The trials seem more than I can bare, and it seems so unfair. God what is it about me that you love so much, I didn't know the road would be this rough....

Dear My Child,
I love you so much that I allow you to go through. I knew you could handle these battles that "seem" to have overtaken you. I knew you wouldn't stop fighting, no matter how hard it got, that you would find a way to break through, I knew you wouldn't stop! You have a heart so big, that pain couldn't stay for long. I made you just for me, so the enemy had it all wrong. All the tests your going through I sent them your way, I needed you to be challenged, to prepare you for this next phase! It hurts, I know it does, but I love you nonetheless. You didn't have to be perfect you just had to pass the test. You are my inspirational me, tried and true, I only pick the best to go through. I know it hasn't been easy, but I promise you this, the BEST is just around the corner, so don't fix your eyes on this. I love you because your you, but sometimes we ALL have to go through. Remember your testimony because this one is going to BIG!  These tests were meant to stretch you and help pave your way. This is not your destination so don't be quick to stay! Faith is going to be essential, never let it go. Know that I love you, and this is just the beginning of the show. Remember I have great plans for you, and I am on your side, just let me control this ride. Use this time to get strong, to build your spirit man, I promise you that you will WIN!


Love & Joy