The Makeover

God I want to be made over,  made into "Me", not the person society says I am supposed to be. I want my name to be Victory, I want to live on top of the world. Help me to be bold & courageous, not just some little girl. Take me from thinking low and put me high, I want to fly above the sky. God, I am a blank canvas, ready to be filled, with the dreams you desire for me to fulfill. I am tired of saying no, when you have already said yes, I want to go beyond what I perceive to be the best. Yes I am ready for construction, I want to made, no more living in my yesterday. I want to be confident and triumphant. God I want to be made over, made into "Me", the person I was born to be. No more being apart of the crowd, it's time for me to live out loud. To stand out, and not just walk amongst the crowd. I am going through a metamorphosis, change is my middle name, I am no longer sitting out of the game. Move out of my way, I am living and  striving for the day, when I cross the finish line, no more wasting time. God make me over, made into "Me", I want to leave behind my history. Make me over, make me right, move me pass what's in my sight. My Makeover is my Legacy, and who God says I will be!


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Lipstick Check!

So I'm not a person who carries around my bag of cosmetics: my powder, lipgloss, and those things that are supposed to accessorize my beauty, but I do love my lipstick. Raisin is the color to be exact, and when I put it on I feel complete, like I'm ready to go out and take over the world. It truly is my favorite. I've tried other things, but it just doesn't feel right, it's not Raisin. When I run out, it's like panic mode, I'm literally scrapping the inside of the tube to get it out. It's almost like, how did this happen? How did I run out? Did I not notice this?!?! Ring the alarm Raisin is gone. What's funny is, isn't that how we do God...I mean he's not lipstick by far, but we wait until we are in panic mode, literally empty, until we notice we've run out of God. Didn't say good morning to him. I didn't thank him for waking me up. I didn't praise him, or tell him how much he means to me, but then it became a 911 emergency, I was empty, I had let HIM run out of my life. See he really is my favorite, the best I could ever have, and when I have him in my life; not scrapping him out when I'm empty...I can take over the world, I can do anything, go anywhere, accomplish every goal, I am complete! Lipstick Check! God Check!

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